I slam the bathroom door behind me and lock it, my heads ringing.

I feel like I'm going to throw up, but I can't. There's nothing.

Please.

Whats wrong?

Y- You. You're wrong.

Let me leave, I don't want to be here.

I don't want to remember anything ever again.

But we w### #### ####### ## ### ### ####

i dont even know who this is anymore

We can make this right. Just open the door.

its all so distant to me

yet still familiar

i feel sick even years later

but what is it exactly

ill think on this later.